Sunday, May 30, 2004

IJ BASKETBALL CAMP is tmr
and i have yet to pack my bagg.
GREAT!

lazy to blog.
will just say what i have to say.
cos i still HAVE to pack for camp!

meeting in church this morning
regarding the sec one camp
will be facilitating! (((((:
we were preparing a skit and,
raphael so CANNOT be solemn, NONONO!
-shakes head- hahah


anyway.
GOOD LUCK to all those taking chinese o levels toms!

Friday, May 28, 2004

combined founders day mass with the primary school
at the church of the holy spirit!
familiar faces of primary school teachers
like mrs drysdale, mrs suzanna teo, mrs fernando, mrs morrier, mdm kam(eeeee!), mrs wong!, mrs rina choo(and she was pregnant again) etc.
ooh, and primary school kidds are so adorable!!
anyway, founders day rocked the church.
everyone sang so LOUDLY.
a particular someone was annoying me
was being sucha TWIT!
asking me to take a cab down
all the way to changi general hospital!

went to visit gerard
with claire and nat
after having breakfast
the roti prata shop was filled with IJ girls.
met dawn, jen, shayna and sheila there.
slowly took our time to irritate the someone who was alr there
and was geddin boredd! hahah
went off in a taxi with dhini and jaz!
taxi driver refused to drive off at first
cos there were five of us
but he drove off anyway! (((:

changi general hospital
fare came up to $11.40
asked that someone to stay at the entrance
so that he could pay the fare for us
great! he wasn't there. grrrr.
finally, met that someone and aunty cecelia.
ronald, matthewsamy, kc, ally, donn, cheryl gomez and cheryl chua came later.

later followed that someone, matthew and aunty cecelia
to ang mo kio to get aunty cecelia's phone fixed
before going to that someone's place to play basketball

for the very FIRST time he trashed me, 7-1
right! i was forced to type that down (he wanted me to!) hahah
ok shall reveal who that someone is
its non-other than.. raphaeltan!

so anyway, played soccer
was good for my FIRST time!
played with all the small lil kids.
one of which looked like a small sumo wrestler!
hahah. uber cuteness please!
made new friends too, sarah and william i think! hahah
played goalkeeper at first
with bridget and sarah standing next to me
that idiot kept kicking the ball so hard
that it would land up hitting his sister!
-stares hard at him!-

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

i cry real tears
i have real fears
i've got a heart that's beating inside
sometimes it breaks, and when it aches
my eyes cry real tears



i'm angry with myself.
why izzit that even when i tried so hard
i still end up being sucha failure!?!
ARGHHHHHHHHH.


i tried so hard to deny it
yet all i felt was pain and hurt inside.
RAHHHHHH!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

ooohhh. i'm burnt burnt BURNT!
i swear the sun at kallang netball centre is SUPER HOT!

my sunburn is really bad
my whole face is burnt except for my eyes
so you can imagine what happens when i take off my glasses
yuck.


INTER-CLASS NETBALL COMPETITION!
played against sec 3/5, 3/3, 3/1, 3/8, 3/4, 3/2, 3/9 and 3/7
we lost one game to 3/3 by two points ))))):
but we managed to do well for the rest! ((((:
shayna and i kept switching our positions
in one match, i can be GA and she, GS
in another she can be GA and i'll be GS
but who cares anyway cos be it, GA or GS
both the positions have to deal with the shootings anyways.

everything went on well.
was laughing while playing.
until the last match.
shayna got hit in the eye!!!
i got a shock when i saw her on the floor, i swear
just ran all the way up to her
the side of her eye
was bulging out
and it was blue-black and swollen!
but she insisted on carrying on.
must really comment on her great sportsmanship!

anyway!
congrats to the netballers!
we came in SECOND.
for cheerleading, we came in fifth
as for banner, third!
i guess what matters the most is that EVERYONE
enjoyed themselves and i know we did!

OVERALL in the level... *drumrolls*
SECONDDDDD! ((((((((:


shayna!;
you played really well today.
take care of your eye alright?!
hope its much better now.

3/6;
all our hard work and effort paid off guys!
winning isnt that important, so as long as you'll enjoyed yourselves! ((((:
3/6 rocks our socks!


deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else

RAHHHHHHHHHH.

Monday, May 24, 2004

` letitburn

RAHHHHHH.
dont you try to bring me down!
basketball is my life
and you'll have no right to control me over that!
sometimes i wonder why i have such
"encouraging" parents like you'll
when it comes to matters like this!
ARGHHHHH!!!


been've training the whole day
for the netball inter-class competition tomorrow
well, almost got killed cos
the netball pole almost fell over me.
GREAT!
straight after netball training
i had BASKETBALL TRAINING til about seven.
SUPERB!

muscles all aching
oh, and did i mention i fell during training
and my knee bone is kinda sticking out?!
now, i'm sitting here
applying yoko yoko
MARVELLOUS!
my legs burning
WONDERFUL!
god knows whether i'll be able to play tmr!


can't you'll just try to understand me!?!
i'm really dead tired.
give me a break!

____* dont try to fix me, i'm not broken.

Sunday, May 23, 2004

and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess i need you, baby



made our way down to visit gerard
at changi general hospital today
got a lift from aunty phyllis
in the car with
aunty cecilia, claire, bona,
charles, raphael and reuben.
ally and the rest cabbed down.
didnt get to see him though
as he was having fever
and it was rather dangerous
since he's in ICU.
brought raphael home
then we'll went back to church.
walked to hougang point with bona
"dark corner!"
LOL.

Saturday, May 22, 2004

CHIJ walkathon
from chijmes to our toa payoh site,
which is currently under construction
over to the thomson site, our holding school.
the theme "forging the future from our past"
was being emphasized through the walk.

it was an 8km walk
yet it felt so short!
well, at least i found it short.
groups of five or sixes
walking together
and filling up some quiz questions
the group members in my group were
me, bea, evan, shuping and YOUU.
ohh, and sheila joined us too!

i cannot take it anymore
i wish i could call you DOTTT once again!
i wish i could talk to you once more.
i realy wanna work out this rough patches

IPW
with jasper, vanessa lee, sheeni and angelina
all the way over at bukit merah
over to touch silent club
lovely children!

more than one hour journey back with sheeni
was late for cat class! whats new?!
over to val's place for bbq after that!

Friday, May 21, 2004

improvement in results
but still damn disappointed!
ARGHHHHHH.
ARGHHHHHH.
RAHHHHH!


how long is this gonna end?
i miss talking to you
i miss irritating you
i miss EVERYTHING!
WHYYYYYYY!?!?!!
RAHHHHH.


hate today
i seriously hate today.
cries and more cries and more cries
one, cos of YOU
secondly, cos of the exams

mmm.. i shall sleep the whole day through
i wanna forget everything in my sleep
hopefully, wake up
and be happy!


great! my nice form teacher
wants me to take a break from basketball
and to focus on my studies
she told mrs nicholas!
GREAT!

daddy just told me my whole life
is about internet, and BASKETBALL.
and that i wouldnt go far with them!
ARGHHHHHHH.
whatever!

[[dont cry over someone who wont cry fer you]]
RAHHHHHH.
YOUUU shut up!


21st may 2004 is a
fucked up day! RAHHHH.

Thursday, May 20, 2004

ascension(?!) mass

was in the sacristy
before mass started

havent been talking to him
for a really long time
i'm glad things have gotten much better
so much better, in fact!
and that we are still friends!
he's still as lame
and as funny as he used to be
but i guess thats one unique feature in him
always there to make you laugh
no matter what! hahahh.
thanks, raphael!

bona!
` things will only get better
tomorrow is waiting for your smile!
i'm always here yeh.
so.. smile!
cheer up!


i know i said i was straight in the previous entry
but please get it right, i do not like any of them.
they are just my two close friends! ((((:

i'm fucking STRAIGHT!
and not what YOU think i am.
get your fucking facts right!
RAHHHH.

and..
so why dont YOU face it instead!

wherever i turn to
i see relationships here and there
then i wonder to myself
if they are real love or
somehow what we call, puppy love?!
or infatuation perhaps?
yes, i agree
it just feels so nice
being loved by someone, or
being in love yeh?!
but there ARE and there WILL be
consequences to bear
in time to come,
just one very fine day
you'll get hurt!
cos theres noway a relationship
is ever gonna last
yes, maybe next time
but not now, never!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

DOTTTT!
i'm SORRY for today!
early in the morning
during netball..
and everythingg else!! )))):

whatever happens or no matter how hard things can get
i just wanna say i'm sorry
i believe that through all these rough patches
we will work things out!
i know at times i can be a real irritant
instead of trying to make you laugh or at least,
smile with me!

i just wanna say
i'm sorry!

just when i have this feeling of going for mass
there is no evening mass!
what a wasted trip.
RAHHH.
nvm.

netball the whole day in school
to practice for the inter-class netball competition
held next week at kallang
MY DOTT (shayna!) is GA
and i'm GS!
its been econs since i last played netball
since my primary school days
netball just brings so much memories
i think everyone would know why huh
hm.. SALSA!
LOL.


bea&sheila:
`shake it! just shake it! oohhh oohh! just shake it..
HAHAHAHH!

i'm boredd!
i think i shall go for mass.
mmmmm, yuppp! (((((:

Monday, May 17, 2004

fun day over at sentosa
with claire, jazryl, jeannine and dhini!

suntanned from 10am til 6pm.
as red as a lobster now!
and no, its so not funny!
stop laughing, bona!!

hahah!
no school for me today
as it is marking day!

early in the morning
shall leave the house now
going over to sentosa to suntann! ((((:

Sunday, May 16, 2004

a new blog
a new start for me! (((((: